a lump is stucked in my throat
I have my eyes in deep set with very big eyeballs
I feel like crying because...
...... SHOULD I COMMIT SUICIDE???
Nah! That probably hurts!
I'll choke myself?? This is quite hard... I have quite two small hands and a gettin-like-fat neck...
I'll hang myself?? Eh... the ceiling is too far for me to reach that up!
Probably I'll get some fuckin fast trucks bump me while i'll cross the street??? Eiiiww... that doesnt feel nice seeing my dead body flattened..or worst, have it chopped into pieces!
AHHH.. maybe I'll drink some 24D or 1 galloon Round up.. that would sure make me sleep till death.. Argh! But I'll make my mouth bubbles some grass-smelling gas!
I better stop thinking death threats to myself!
Gotta be off for some fresh air outside! I may pick up some thrown tin cans off the road... have it sold and .... BING! MONEY!!!!